2019 was a strange year for me, just before it began I was attacked by a wolf which I tried to adopt. Then, some months later, a pack of wolves arrived in the field near my studio and chased Ariadne, my sweet quarter-paint horse, until she finally fell off a cliff to the sea below and was never found.I was heartbroken and demoralized by my lack of ability to bring her back, to change her fate. The simultaneous grandeur and smallness of that dramatic story of life and death pushed all my buttons.I came back to my writing studio after hours of fruitless search for her body and opened my notebook and wrote two words - “LOST HORSE” - at the top of a small page...And then I cried for all the loves I had and lost, for all the times my strength was not sufficient to change the outcome of a life full of finitude. A life filled with endings.I cried for what seemed to be limitless emotion in a limited world.All my body's undulatingback and forth but it's too late andthere's no cure and no sedatingthis prolonged, insane, grotesque thingthat we wrongly have been naming "Love"but this ain't lovePretty soon I will be feedingon the taps your little feet insilver boots make when they're fleeing townand I can't get around to beingmuch surprised by memories speedingon the road on which we're bleeding loveHoney, this ain't loveI want you to hold mePerpendicularly onlyA sundial for the godsWe were born... Born to failIt's Raining cats and dogs, and lightningstrikes my heart and sheds some light on-to the fact it ain't so frighteninghow there hasn't been your pretty sight inso much time, my teeth are whiteningfrom the blood we shed while biting loveHoney, this ain't loveI want you to hold mePerpendicularly onlyA sundial for the godswe were born... Born to failWritten, Composed and Performed by Asaf AvidanProduced, Recorded & mixed by Tamir Muskat at Vibromonk East TLV2nd recording engineer - Omry AmadoAdditional recordings by Asaf Avidan at Different Pulses Studios ItalyVocals, Guitars, Keyboards by Asaf Avidan Drums, Percussion, Programming by Tamir Muskat Bass by Itamar ZieglerMastered by Vlado Meller at Vlado Meller Mastering Assisted by Jeremy LubseyStream Lost Horse here: https://asafavidan.lnk.to/losthorseid#AsafAvidan