Splean - Mayakhttps://youtu.be/NNbm_6ZfykcTobacco smoke has consumed the air.The roomis a chapter in Kruchenykh's inferno.Remember -beyond that windowin a frenzyI first stroked your hands.You sit here todaywith an iron-clad heart.One more dayyou'll toss me out,perhaps, cursing.In the dim front hall my arm,broken by trembling won't fit right away in my sleeve.I'll run out,throw my body into the street.I'll rave,wild,lashed by despair.Don't let it happenmy dear,my darling,let us part now.After allmy loveis a heavy weighthanging on youno matter where you go.Let me bellow a final cryof bitter, wounded grievance.If you drive a bull to exhaustionhe will run away,lay himself down in the cold waters.Besides your loveI haveno oceanand your love won't grant even a tearful plea for rest.When a tired elephant wants peacehe lies down regally in the firebound sand.Besides your loveI haveno sun,but I don't even know where you are and with whom.If you tortured a poet like this,hewould berate his beloved for money and fame,but for meno sound is joyousbut the sound of your beloved name.I won't throw myself downstairsor drink poisonnor can I put a gun to my head.No bladeholds me transfixedbut your glance.Tomorrow you'll forgetthat I have crowned you,that I burned my flowering soul with love,and the whirling carnival of trivial dayswill ruffle the pages of my books...Would the dry leaves of my wordsforce you to a stopgasping for air?At least let mepave with a parting endearmentyour retreating path.